My Journal

I’m standing near the window

My body’s cold when you’re not with me

You’re my breath and my life

Please, I never wanted to hurt you like this

Hear…

The

Golden Horn

echoing

The sun rise beautifully this morning

Your face so peaceful

Last night you troubled with something I don’t know

Have you realized that?

Hear…

The Soldier’s

Marches

I turn my back and see you standing there

The door that you smashed some time ago

I know you afraid of storm

Its better now sun shine brightly

Hear…

The Horses Neigh

Your face show many disturbing thought

So many “why”

Its allright

You understand this circumstances more than words could described

Hear…

The Horse Hoof beats

Just remember I always love you

Before, now, and forever…

I don’t want you to cry

Many words I want to say but it’s enough

Hear…

The Sound of Fluttering Flags

I pass through you

Just stood there, don’t hug me

Or it’ll be hard to leave you

I say “Good bye for while”

Hear…

The Gate opened

Better by far you forget me but you smile

Than you remember me and cry

It’s my time

It’ll be alright…

And hear…

The

Golden Horn

echoing again

Time to leave

Twilite Orchestra, Twilite Youth Orchestra, Twilite Chorus, dan paduan suara dari berbagai universitas  berkolaborasi di MUSICADEMIA 6: PATRIOTISSIMO di Istora Senayan tanggal 22 September. Menampilkan lagu-lagu dari Final Fantasy, Superman, Star Wars, Mission Impossible, Phantom of The Opera, Opera "Aida", Magnificent Seven, dan lagu-lagu perjuangan.

  Glacier (alt)

Glacier itself can be associated with ice, but it doesn’t mean tha she is an ignorant and rigid. Grew in nobility made the girl who had nickname GLC became independent and more grown-up than her friends and alters but still less than Johan. Her father and two elder brothers seldom with her except when christmas or very important occasion doesn’t make her hate her family.

  Johan Liebhart (alt)

7 years older than Glacier and Silia make him a bit dominating their personality. He thaught them to not trusted anyone beside him and themself, maybe because he grew in a unpleasant situation. A very dangerous person if he became upset (or dislike) situation or sometimes behaviour of his ‘younger sisters’. A cold and deep-thinker. He could asssumed as the ‘callous side’ of the girls eventhough he is a personality. Still confusing if Johan is the repression personality ofsomeone from the past.

  Silia Grandchaster (alt)

Innocent mind doesn’t make her a weak and have unstable mental condition because of what she has been trough. She didn’t know her true parents. She had 2 elder brothers and a guardian. At age 7, she stayed with foster family, and their son. After uncanny years, at 12 she had to move and stayed with another family in other country but never forgetting them

When the cold of winter comes
Starless night will cover day
In the veiling of the sun
We will walk in bitter rain

But in dreams
I can hear your name
And in dreams
We will meet again

When the seas and mountains fall
And we come, to end of days
In the dark I hear a call
Calling me there,
I will go there
And back again

No time
No long good-bye
No time
No answer for the reason why
No Guarantees in life
Save for the end
Which is no big surprise

Time can't be overcome
Time won't wait for anyone
The well is running dry
You know, and so am I
I'm sorry now
And then
Sometimes I didn't even give a damn

So Sorry
Yes, I am
To leave the ones who made me better
time doens't understand
'won't let up, it never makes any plans
All stories have to end
"Farewell" to all my friends

Twilight, free my soul
Goodnight... 'time I go
Please don't cry for me
Please don't be sad
I'll be all right,
Jus' my turn, you know
Please don't be mad
It's part of life
I'll wait there for you
'Won't be so bad
We all owe time

Setelah melalui perjalanan panjang dari Perjalanan Panjang….???? 1…. kini di-publish Perjalanan Panjang….???? 2    (dah kaya film ya..?)

Sampai juga akhirnya di ujung tahun 2005.. Dah banyak yang gw lewati…(karena itu…, perjalanan panjang…). Banyak suka duka setelah gw lulus SMP. Tmen2 dah jarang ktemuan, bcanda kaya dulu, ato kadang kita kabur dari kelas…hehe.. (p5_girlz-XQ…u know this..), ato mungkin "bekerjasama" dalam suka dan duka…(apalagi tuker2an soal ul..) ^~^; Semua dah menjalani hidup sendiri2. Ada yang masih di Penabur…ato ada yang pindah kluar baik sekolah maupun kluar negeri. Moga2 baik2 aja disana.. dan klo bisa jgn jadi org yg berbeda dr yg dulu. Bukan maksudnya berubah itu jelek ato ga boleh, tapi jangan sampai jadi orang yang ga bener nantinya.

Buat tmen PMR yg ikut hari pertama Cilember..(Stella, Flory, Bram, and kawan2 yg ga bisa gw sebutin…klo gw tulis ntar ga muat…hehe..maap..)..Kejadian malam itu jangan sampai kalian lupakan…(gaya bicara Shakespear..bner ga nulisnya?…bodo amat tp ngerti kan?. Tp bagi yg ga tau jg gapapa ko..) Itu kjadian buat ingetin kalian bahwa dalam hidup ini lakukan hal yang berguna…(nyambung ga sih?…). Walau lu nanti ga jadi org yg super rich tp tetep jadilah org baik..jgn ngejahatin org karena nanti pasti ad balesanny.. (gombal ya?..) Sekarang gw lagi bjuang mengatasi sakitnya… tp apa daya..susah tau, cape!!…hehe…^ O ^. Btw, keep up the good work ya..walau sbagian dah pada kelas 3, tpi jgn kalah donk ama yang lain!!

Buat tmen2 seangkatan..(walau rada gombal..maap ya..).. buat yg SMA masih ada tmen dr SMP, berbahagialah.. Gw mo bilang aja bahwa tantangan di luar lebih susah, lebih kejam, lebih jahat, dan lebih ga enak… Gw yg pertama kali "terdampar" di skul gw yg baru n kaya anak dari dunia lain dah ngalamin kaya gini. Dunia kuliah n kerja bkalan lebih sadis dr ini… krena itu pertahankan jati diri kalian klo ga mau t’jerumus k dlm masalah yg rumit. Mudah2an ga ada ya… Dan yg terpenting, jujur pd perasaan sendiri. Jgn skali2 boongin krena nanti klian jg yg susah…

Sekalian merevisi yng Perjalanan Panjang..???? mantan dsitu maksudnya murid ya..jgn salah paham..dengan ini kesalahan sudah diperbaiki…(dah kaya majalah..)

Akhirnya jurnal pejalanan kali ini selesai. Rasany lega ngeluarin uneg2. Tserah mo tanggepin apa ga tpi ini jujur dr gw sendiri.. (^ ^)

–>*Merry Christmas 2005 and Happy New Year 2006*<–

…..Akhirnya bisa OL jg.. Dah sekian lama gw ga "pulang" ke rumah…hehe.. Kmaren temen gw dari Cherzbon ultah. Hebatnya, dia masih inget gw..Ga nyangka dah lama banget ga contact2an. By the way…buat temen2 gw yang masih (ato mantan juga bisa) di Penabur (Penabur mana aja, bahkan sampe ke Cherzbon), klo mau kenalan dan mempererat persahabatan antar skul Penabur…Join aja ke

http://forum.penabur.org   atau di  www.bpkpenabur.or.id/forum

Disitu banyak yang nimbrung mulai dari alumni Penabur sampe ade2 paling kecil …(ada forum untuk TK lho…). Lumayan buat kumpul2 dalam suasana Penabur…Apalagi backgroundnya biru-item…pokoknya OK deh..

Ngomong2 tentang alumni , gw hari ini membuat keputusan besar… gw ga jadi buat ambil beasiswa ke luar walau dah di approve. Selain karena gw orang Indonesia dan status itu membuat gw susah dapet ijin ke luar, gw masih punya temen2 di Indo. Gw masih ga bisa lupa kejadian2 selama 4 bulan terakhir sebelum kelulusan…(it’s a hard time…) Bener2 buat tmen2 gw yg saat itu siap-sedia, gw mo bilang Thank you very much… Sayang kita semua dah ga satu skul lagi, but please jangan sampe friendship kita berakhir sampe klulusan doang…(kok jd gombal ya? hehehe…) Tpi gw takut klo kjadian "Maes" itu terulang kembali….

Yup..perjalanan panjang telah berakhir…Sekarang kita mulai lagi lembaran hidup kita yang baru!!!!!…(waduh…gombalnya kluar…)

~There is nothing that won’t change…..There is nothing that won’t end…. It’s hard to admit, but it’s reality…..One season end, and a new one begins….~

‘Kyoichi Kanzaki - Boys Be..’

Hari ini BT banget… Jd male skul…. Ga ada game baru… Ga ada buku baru…. BT… Cape!